| | Mood: Bored/Depressed
Music: Stay (Far Away, So Close)-Flyleaf
Reading: A RolePlay
Watching: -- So, the media likes to see those skinny females with large breasts and barely any body? That's sad, it's affected me, I should know. No, I'm not anorexic, I might be on my way though, I weigh about 98 lbs now, fifteen years old, 5'0". I'm trying my hardest to gain weight to a healthy weight, but the more I try, the more I lose. It also seems that if you're not good enough, if you don't have Barbies look, if you're not perfect, you're nothing for society, you can't have blemist, you cant be at the right weight, you HAVE to wear make up if you're a girl, if you're a guy you have to be on a football team or something. I dunno. But it's like, like one of my friends told me that the next time I wear green nail polish I'll be concidered a lesbian WTF is up with that? It's like, if I'm a cheerleader, I'll be concidered a slut. Society is screwed. If I'm Christian, I HAVE to shove my beliefs down an Athiests throat or a Wiccans. Yeah right, I DONT do that, I'm Christian, but I dont do that unless they want to know more about my religion. I wear all black, yeah, so what? It's my favorite color and I'm too pale to wear colors or shorts, I'm not Goth, Goth was during Victorian times (I think). I used to hurt myself, does that make me insane? Does it make me emo? NO, it does NOT. I rarely show emotions, if none at all. Anyways, I dont wear the "in" thing, I daydream, I read and I write alot, I wear only black and sometimes white, I listen to the teacher, I hange out with the "losers", what does that make me? It makes me, me. I dont wear make up, I have blemishes, I wear glasses and so, I must be shunned upon society. Its a sad, sad thing. Society is fucked up, half of those models we see in magazines or on TV are just airbrushed, no one can lose 50 lbs of weight in just one week (unless you starve yourself), diets only encourage anorexia, the media doesn't help, no one is that muscular, just no way. Some might be, but that takes years of training. And dieting. So...your thoughts on this? Anymore stereotypes/problems with the world? |
